Between Oct 10, 1993 and Nov 5, 1993

We went by his house and the police station all the time. I believe I had already started falling for him then because I love being able to see him, but I know I am now. And that’s dangerous because he’s married with two daughters (one only a few years older than me.) He was also divorce with at least one son. And he doesn’t love his wife, but that doesn’t make it right. I feel awful falling for him, but by November 29th I have and I will have to get over him very soon, but we will be friends. We’ll see what happens.*12/16/93 - then = between the dates of October 10th, which I was still terrified of him I know this because I wrote about it in my other dairy, and November 5, 1993