January 18, 1994
Well, this is the sixth day of not hearing nor seeing my one and only. Aubree saw him Sunday when she was at work, he went through her...
Tigger warning: nightmare involving rape
Tigger warning: nightmare involving rape This was a nightmare I had, it didn’t really happen, but I woke up terrified. This was the first...
January 16, 1994
This is the second dream that we talked about our feelings and our relationship and both times were good maybe it’s telling me to talk to...
January 15, 1994
Well, I talk to my youngest Aunt for a little while at her house. We talked about boyfriends. I told her that he was 18 with twins and we...
January 13, 1994
Well, I can’t get sex off my mind I know that’s normal for me, but this is different. I have this weird feeling Mikey’s going to be my...
January 12, 1994
Kiddy, Well once again I will change your nickname and using your pen. Your nickname is PRIMERO. I’m not going to tell you what it means...
January 11, 1994
My Uncle Frank would be 28 years old today. Mikey, Well you didn’t make it last night, and I trust in the fact you had a good reason, but...
January 10, 1994
Anyway last night was fun being with Anna again like we were so many times before, but then it always back fires, on me anybody that...
January 7, 1994
Sixth hour, Caroline and I went to Heather’s and talked to her until 2:30. Caroline left at 2:20pm. I was the main one that talked - it...
January 6, 1994
Mikey, I hope you go to the library today I want to see you so bad. I forgot to tell you to go so hopefully you go there on your own....
January 5, 1994
I’ve been asking for advice from Anna, Lynn, Aubree, and Caroline. Carry knows too, but I’m not going to tell anyone else. Too many...
January 4, 1994
I got a keychain from a friend today it will always remind me of Mikey since the following also happened today. We were supposed to meet...
January 3, 1994
Well, guess who called. No other than the one and only. Mikey says he’s kind of leery on going out there because of the neighbors. Never...
December 30, 1993
I have misplace page 128 to 188 of the journal I will add them if and when I found them. Needless to say, I have moved 10 times since...
December 22, 1993
He called at 4:20 PM and we talked. He always asked “are you OK” always. And today I could honestly say I was happy he asked why and I...
December 21, 1993
What a great, fun, and lovely night for me. Letter to Mikey: Mikey, You may or may not realize how much I missed the phone calls and...