December 20, 1993

Well, he didn’t call but like we said I can’t get upset because he doesn’t know when he can and when he can’t same thing with the concert.

I went by his house and he wasn’t home, so I went by the police station and he was there. And I went by twice before I went to Anna’s then by the time we left he was gone. We followed a penny (dirty copper HA! HA!) for a little while and then went to the gym.

Afterwards I met up with Kansas Boy and his friend. We went by our hill and down the dead end road — that’s not a dead end road, but it was fun. I pointed out were Mikey lived and talked about some of the other police. We also followed a police officer for a while until it stopped at Break Time and waited 5 minutes then Kansas Boy's friend went inside and he waited another 5 minutes. Scary, he was looking right at us - so he left and 30 seconds later Kansas Boy's friend came out, then I got home 5 minutes early. It was so fun and believe me I wouldn’t have done any of this stuff if Anna and I didn’t have policemen for boyfriends. I will treasure these days for as long as I live. I hope he hurries it up with that divorce because I don’t know if I can wait that long.

06/07/2021 — Amazing how fun it was back then to play Detective (finding the police officers who were working) or following them, and now (of course I’m sure being an adult has part to do with it) I try my hardest not to follow them — I often turn off before I was planning on it just to get away from them. I slow down a little under speed limit, so they pass me if they happen to be behind me. At night is the worse time for panic attacks — I can’t stand anyone following me at night (especially if I’m alone) and it doesn’t matter if it’s a police officer or not.