November 21, 1993

I didn’t see him that day, but his name was brought up all the time. I’ve been so confused and Anna, Caroline, Caroline's little bother, and Caroline's mom are the only ones that know why as of this date. Caroline's mom just said, “You put me on the spot” and that she wouldn’t tell my parents. I believe, but Caroline won’t believe that.

Anna was the first to know about it, but doesn’t know how confused I am, because she’s not Catholic. Like the rest of us. Caroline was the first Catholic to find out and when I told her she started laughing and I started crying. She also apologize for laughing.

Caroline's little brother was at my house after we got back and we talked. I already told you about Caroline's mom. Caroline's little brother helps me he might only be 12, but he really helps.

Father Ollison knows something’s wrong but not any details. I’m so confused, but I’ll see what happens. If he calls Wednesday, then I’ll have to deal with it then. Until then I’m going to try to stop worrying about it. For now I’m caught up with everything that has happened since meeting Mikey. I started this book November 10, 1993.